In Perfect Harmony With Thee

This week was busy! We got to stay in a hotel Monday night for zone conference and then we got to go to the temple! It was so fun to be with all the missionaries, they are great examples to me! We did a small service project, went to the temple, and then had a nativity. I was a last-second fill in for wise man #2. Needless to say, I crushed it. Then we had Christmas day off and after 5 on Christmas Eve. It was nice to have some time to chill but also made it a little bit hard because I had more time to miss my family and friends. Wednesday, we had probably our best lesson with Pam. she had been really struggling with the Word of Wisdom so we shared the twelve step videos with her and she loved them. She was crying and wanted to commit to change! I'm so grateful that God has given us that ability. Unfortunately for Pam, she has to fight this massive uphill battle because she has this crippling addiction. It reminds me of King Benjamin's wisdom: 

But this much I can tell you, that if ye do not watch yourselves, and your thoughts, and your words, and your deeds, and observe the commandments of God, and continue in the faith of what ye have heard concerning the coming of our Lord, even unto the end of your lives, ye must perish. And now, O man, remember, and perish not.

I have been focusing on watching my thoughts lately. I've learned that it's much more effective to purify your thoughts because then you will never have deeds that are not in harmony with your thoughts. My friend Kyle once came and visited me when I was selling in Seattle. Our team was pretty tired and definitely not putting forth our best effort. He shared a poem with us called the ambulance down in the valley. The substance is that it is much easier and more effective to put a guardrail up on the cliff than to send an ambulance down to the valley when people drive off the cliff. Powerfully simple principle. 

The Church has a lot of guardrails that are often called restrictions. I am so personally grateful for those commandments because I have seen the incomprehensible amount of misery they have protected me from. But ultimately, they are only as effective as you are willing to make them, and that all starts with desires. Our desires, I think to some extent, start out in contention with God. The natural man is an enemy to God. One of the principle purposes of mortality is to make our desires in line with God's. This is so hard! It can only be done with His help and by the grace of His Son's atonement. But ultimately it comes with choosing to live the commandments out of faith. As I've done this, I've gained a testimony and a witness that those commandments are from God and are designed to help us have joy. I'm so grateful for the opportunity to serve God and for all of the changing He has done for me. I love you guys! 

-Elder Dahl

All is Well

This week was pretty cool. We have had lots of opportunities to minister and visit people this Christmas season! I loved President Nelson's Christmas message it was a powerful witness to me of what discipleship really looks like. If you haven't had the chance to watch, it I encourage you to do so. One of the people we got to visit was our friend Jimmy. Jimmy has had a rough go at the end of his life, he's lost a leg and his toes on his other foot, he has dialysis 3 times a week for something else I can't remember and one of his vocal chords is not working, so he can barely croak out a few words. But Jimmy is a wonderful example of the "all is well" principle. This is derived from one of my favorite hymns, Come Come Ye Saints. It says, "And should we die before our journey's through, Happy day! All is well!" The whole song is about how even though the saints are starving and freezing to death, it doesn't matter. The all is well principle can only be practiced because of the Plan of Salvation, which reveals that death has been conquered! That the Savior has overcome it and therefore it has no sting. We will all be resurrected and receive a kingdom of glory according to how we exercised our agency. These saints were able to have happy days because they realized that if they died being faithful and pursuing Zion, they would have nothing to fear from the other obstacle that keeps us from God-- spiritual death-- which is sin. They knew that what they were doing was right. There is an immense peace that comes from doing what is right-- especially when no one is around. It's how we develop a very powerful character trait called integrity. Jimmy has been in the hospital for 8 years. No one has been there longer than him and no one else is happy like him, he says. It's very difficult to feel peace or happiness when you are not certain of your salvation. This is the ultimate question of mortality! One that weighed so heavily on a 14 year old's mind that it prompted him to ask God which church he should join. In answer, God revealed that his church needed to be restored once again. How grateful I am for this knowledge. One of the special talents that I didn't realize I had until the mission is that I sleep like a stone. As soon as I'm out, I'm out until my alarm goes off. I think I developed this talent because I am not anxious for the welfare of my soul. I know I'm exactly where I need to be. I know that God loves his children, and he will never give up on them. It grieves him to lose even one tree in the vineyard or one lost sheep. He was willing to sacrifice His son so we might have a chance at redemption, a chance to become like Him. Merry Christmas! I love you guys! 

-Elder Dahl

1. Elder Cornelson!

2. Quad pic

3. Dennis and Harry and now Jeff clock

4. Notice Adam's hand and notice God's 

How Long Shall We Suffer These Great Afflictions, O Lord?

This week was fun! We were all kind of nervous about transfers-- it's weird to contemplate not being here in Virginia haha. I've gotten so close with so many of the members and learned so much from the people here. Luckily, we all get to stay for at least the next six weeks! It's super nice to have 3 companions to hang out with and talk to. This week the new youth album came out, so we've had new music to listen to which has been wonderful! I can't wait till I get back and can finally listen to music with a nice setup that's loud. People get pretty upset when my speaker is blasting at 6:35 in the morning. 

We meet with a few people weekly who are almost finished enduring to the end-- it's pretty difficult to see sometimes. Most of the time they are all great examples to me of happiness in the face of adversity, but sometimes they really struggle. This came to a head when one of them told us that they wanted to die and felt invisible. My companion said that the gospel and Jesus can strengthen us (which is totally true), but our friend said that he had no idea what the crushing heartbreak of the end of life is like. Which is also true. God sends 19-year-old young men to be his full-time servants all over the world. We preach messages of happiness and perform acts of service, and most of the time it's a pretty sweet gig. So our friend's unasked question was really, "how can you kids tell me anything that will make me feel better?" The truth is-- our words alone are hollow; they're cheap. I felt inspired to share one of the most heart wrenching stories in the Book of Mormon with him.

Alma gives up the judgement seat to go preach the gospel in the city Ammonihah. Nobody listens to him and he is thrown out of Ammonihah, but he labors much in the spirit-- wrestling with God in mighty prayer that he will be able to baptize them unto repentance. But nothing happens; they totally reject him. Alma, full of sorrow, is about to move on when he is visited by an angel who tells him to go back and try again. He returns speedily and meets Amulek! After teaching Amulek, they begin to teach together and with such power that even a crafty lawyer named Zeezrom is converted. I remember that when I was taught this story, that was where the story ended, but it doesn't. After they have had much success, the chief judge gets angry and binds them with cords and throws them into prison. Then the people take all the believers and their holy scriptures and cast them into the fire, and they make Alma and Amulek watch. They are forced to witness this awful scene and can do nothing. They do nothing because the spirit tells Alma that the believers must be burned in order for justice to come to the wicked. Then, after this, Alma and Amulek are spit on and beaten up. They are deprived of food and water and are naked. And they remain in prison for months if not years (many days is what it says). Only then are they finally delivered. After sharing this with our friend, I said that we might have no idea what suffering at the end of life is like, but I bet Alma and Amulek have an idea of what that suffering is like. Alma suffered so much even though he was faithful and obedient. Even though he was doing everything God asked. 

Sometimes my mission feels like that. Sometimes life feels like that. God doesn't want us to suffer, he really doesn't. But part of taking up the cross and following him, I think, means that we need to be persecuted for His sake, spat upon and hated as He was. So we can truly become like Him. So we can recognize how great His sacrifice really was. But most importantly, so we can remember how totally dependent we are on Him. Because He had no one, we have someone. We have a Savior who with great mercy will succor us, always. I love you guys and know that God loves you even more! 

-Elder Dahl

The Spirit of God

This week was fun! We had 3 exchanges this week so a whole bunch of time to learn and grow and spend time with our district leader and Elder Enniss. It's nice to get a break from the normal and just have someone to talk to in person haha about my life. The missionary lifestyle is demanding but wonderful and has already taught me so much. It is because I have chosen to develop these spiritual habits and make time for the Lord that he has blessed me with increased faith and knowledge of his mysteries! I've been studying the prophet Joseph Smith's teachings and this quote was impressive:

"Having a knowledge of God, we begin to know how to approach Him, and how to ask so as to receive an answer. When we understand the character of God, and know how to come to Him, He begins to unfold the heavens to us, and to tell us all about it. When we are ready to come to Him, He is ready to come to us.”

One of the most amazing things about the true church is that everyone can receive as much knowledge and light as they are willing to seek. Part of that seeking is to live and apply the previous knowledge that you have received-- remember Christ is the master teacher. He is not going to give you some calculus until you've learned how to apply the rules of algebra. However, if you are willing to learn calculus, you will gain all the power that that knowledge grants you. 

My focus this week has been on increasing my capacity for personal revelation. This seeking always starts with prayer, which is an interesting commandment. We are commanded to pray always-- not just when we need something or at morning and night. But like most commandments there is a clear blessing attached to obeying this commandment.

Pray always, that you may come off conqueror Doctrine and Covenants 10:5

Pretty amazing blessing. Conqueror over what? I think temptation; I think in providing for your family-- really in anything that is in line with the will of God, you will come out triumphant. 

Pray always, and I will pour out my Spirit upon you Doctrine and Covenants 19:38

This one is also powerful. Pouring out the spirit, I think, is in reference to the gift of the Holy ghost. Every person who has been baptized by proper authority has the right to the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost-- IF they keep their covenants! I've spent a lot of time thinking about what it means to truly have the spirit to be with you always. I think someone who has the spirit will always be receptive to His voice, will have access to all the gifts of the spirit, and most importantly will be able to recognize all truth, because the holy ghost always testifies of truth. Therefore, if you can have the companionship of the spirit, God will unfold the heavens to you. He will not be able to withhold knowledge from you.

Pretty amazing promise! 

I can testify that living in a way that allows you to always have the spirit to be with you is worth it, and I would encourage you to not let the spirit be an idle companion! Seek! Ask God for answers to even mundane questions and let your relationship with him blossom! He will pour out wisdom and blessings because that is his character! He loves to bless his children, and He loves it when we choose to get to know Him better! 

Chapter 4 of Preach My Gospel is my favorite-- it offers all the logistics of how to receive revelation! Don't take all the temporal beauty and goodness of the Gospel and leave behind all of the heavenly power and knowledge. I love you guys! 

-Elder Dahl

1. My first frozen lake

2. Moon picture that I would have missed if elder Enniss hadn't pointed it out

3. Choppa

4. Coping with not being able to watch top gun maverick for two years

5. Enniss and i!