This week was pretty amazing. We had exchanges with the zone leaders who are pretty chill guys. I had an awesome day with elder Jarvis and felt like I could tangibly feel the spirit in our lessons, to a greater degree than normal. At the end of the day we were sitting at Crumbl waiting to switch back and i asked Elder Jarvis about miracles, he talked about how we'd seen a bunch of miracles today, and I was pretty let down. I guess the sign seeking part of me wants miracles that are greater than someone answering the phone or an inactive member letting us in.
The next day Elder Christensen and I had a crazy experience. We were doing some stop bys and felt pretty guided to stop by this home (I say that because I was like let's go to this big party in the park and talk to people and Elder Christensen said let's stop by first, normally he's not very opinionated). The person we were looking for was not there, but the person living there allowed us to share a message. We taught the restoration and she went inside and got us some sparkling water. She came back out and relayed a lengthy story about how she was working at a hotel and a return missionary who was staying there for the summer selling alarms asked her out. They started dating and she started going to church with him and meeting with the missionaries. The day before she was supposed to be baptized, she was struggling and opened the Bible and pleaded with God to reveal to her if she shouldn't get baptized. She felt like she shouldn't. She finds out that her family had been praying for her to not get baptized and she continues to have very tangible spiritual experiences that lead her to develop a strong relationship with Jesus Christ and become a pastor at her church. It was a pretty compelling story. She had cancer and was healed by being prayed over, the doctors were amazed by the miracle. She saw people receive sight and all sorts of things. Anyways after this experience, my companion was pretty shook up. I was rather excited. We got her number and set up a time to meet again, but my companion was really nervous. We talked a little and came home and he talked to President Richardson. President Richardson told the story of Parley P. Pratt and the manifestations of evil spirits in the context of D&C 50. Anyways, this is the second time that I have been in a situation like this, and both times my companion has been pretty distraught at the absence of the Spirit. I felt the tangible absence of the Spirit too, but I've also felt peace and a desire to learn more so I can help teach them. My patriarchal blessing speaks of the gift of discernment as my primary gift. I've never felt a real manifestation of this gift until realizing today that the gift of discernment has blessed me throughout my mission and throughout life. Even though this experience was a little unconventional, I felt like God was giving me a miracle, something that would fortify my faith as I begin this next phase of my mission. The Church is true.



















